I'm wondering if I can fall asleep

I'm reading twilight's fourth book breaking dawn. I can relate to Hope. I mean- Megan or 14 year old girl? (It doesn't help that I have a Hannah Montana book mark.) Anyways, the book has got me thinking about the book. I just want to be done reading so I can stop worrying. It's created an odd type of anxiety, the only relief I find is by reading more but I just get more anxious as the story unfolds. Stupid Stephenie Meyers and her stupid ability to make thousand of ladies turn into 14 year old girls that want to keep reading. I mean come on!!!