Realization:

boys are shallow fags!

sometimes I try to get people to move in with me. sometimes this is a challenge. sometimes I think I can trick people into being my "roon," and other times I just use all my persuasive powers. But alas, as much as I want to (or try to) be a devious person....I'm not. this goes beyond trying to get people to move in with me....sometimes I want to trick people into dating me, but then I think"well, I should provide this person with all the information so they can make best decision..." boooooo...!...why do I do this?

random thoughts

The most occurring comment I received in my high school year book went something like this:

"Megan you are so crazy. You are one of the funniest girls I know, don't change. have a gr8 summer."

It's been about 5 years since high school, I feel it's due time I check in on these items.
#1 Megan you are crazy- I still get this comment. I think people find it difficult to distinguish between "random" and crazy;" I think people find it odd when someone just says what comes to their mind, even if it doesn't make sense, even if it's weird...I say....just say it; that's what i've been doing for 23 years and look where it's got me-->
#2 you are one of the funniest girlsI know- well considering that the people who signed my year book was not derived from a random sample, thus creating bias in these results. although, Heather 4c confirmed to me that I was one of the funniest girls she know (and she does knows a plethora of girls). Within the past 6 months I've been rated as one of the funniest (not the funniest but just one of the funniest) girls from at least 3.7 individuals.
#3 don't change- this is inevitable; I mean, I have changed in some aspects (I drive a Ford focus now, I really like school/learning and I don't work at Media Play any more) but some things haven't changed (I still love music, zumiez, peanut butter, toast, and the church).
#4 have a gr8 summer- considering that for the past 2 summers I've taken summer classes, and the year before that I had knee surgery, and in the summer previous to that I tried the Park City life style my summers have been pretty good.... we will call them great because I love warm nights- so check on this one.
In conclusion I feel as though "Megan you are crazy, you are one of the funniest girls I know, don't change. have a gr8 summer."still can be applied to my life today; with at least two of the items in "check" status.